The former co-anchors open up about their ouster for the first time in the debut episode of their podcast.

“You sent me a text basically saying, ‘You were the love of my life.

I’m so sorry this has happened.’

Amy Robach and T.J. Holmes

Amy Robach and T.J. Holmes.Dia Dipasupil/Getty Images

You were just splayed out on your bed.

I ran to you and said, T.J., and you didnt move, Robach recalled.

It was the most awful thing having to touch your body and see if you were warm.

I was so afraid.

You were just incoherent.

Holmes said he had been “pounding vodka” and took “who knows how many” edibles.

Robach said, “Relationships are hard.

We have fought for love, and I can say I have never been happier.

I am with my best friend.

You cant come back from that.”

Listen to the first episode below.