I saw the voice doctor that day and I had two nodules beating against each other.
She continued, That day I said, I will not go on, I dont care.
Meanwhile, Im not saying this.

Ashlee Simpson.Matt Winkelmeyer/WireImage
Im writing it down, because I cant talk.
“I cant do this.”
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But of course, Simpson did take the stage that night.

Ashlee Simpson on ‘Saturday Night Live’ in 2004.Dana Edelson/NBCU Photo Bank
She added: It was a humbling moment for me.
I had the No.
1 song and everything was about to go somewhere.
And then it was just like, whoa.
Do you know whats funny?
I went back toSNLwith my second album, and I cant find it anyway, she said.
Ive searched and searched for that performance and I cant find it.
you might listen to Simpson’s full podcast interview above.