The ousted player also reveals what Rubina gave him on way out the door.
Quinn Martins dream ever since elementary school was to win his favorite TV show,Big Brother.
It wasn’t true, but it didn’t matter.

Quinn Martin on ‘Big Brother’ season 26.cbs
How difficult was it for Quinn to hear that he had been eliminated?
We asked the wannabe villain about all that… as well as being denied a house kiss by Leah.
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ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: Take us through your emotions as you were voted out.

Quinn Martin and Kimo Apaka on ‘Big Brother’ season 26.CBS
How hard was it to hear that you had been evicted?
QUINN MARTIN:Hearing that I got voted out was soul-crushing, to say the least.
Just truly devastation to my core.

Leah Peters on ‘Big Brother’ season 26.CBS
It felt like the wind was taken from my chest.
I’ve really loved and appreciated this experience, and so getting voted out just sucks.
I hate losing more than anything.

Quinn Martin and substitute host Jerry O’Connell on ‘Big Brother’ season 26.Sonja Flemming/CBS
I wanted to do better.
Every part of me wanted to be in that house.
Here’s a gift."

Quinn Martin on ‘Big Brother’ season 26.CBS
Get out of my face, dude!"
I need to cry.
This is a lot for me."
Yeah, it’s just a bracelet that said “Jury Duty” on it.
Leah refused to kiss you when the house was trying to get her to do so.
What do you make of that?
Leah refusing to kiss me in front of the whole house is fully within her right.
And that’s something that I wasn’t super mad or disappointed.
It is just like, “Okay, yeah, I understand.”
And I think that that should be anyone’s reaction to them not wanting to be kissed.
Oh my gosh, that just feels a little silly to me.
Yeah, I really respect her choice to do so.
It’s not like we were exclusive.
It’s not even at that point there was a concrete interest expressed.
There were so many reasons to not kiss me.
It just felt like that made sense to me.
Seeing Jerry on that stage instead of Julie was so confusing.
Huge fan of your work."
Really way more handsome in person than you could ever expect.
I’m so confused, and obsessed with him.
He’s so cool.
My mom might say otherwise, but I’m pretty sure I remember that correctly.
If you could go back and change one thing about your game, what would it be?
And I probably wouldn’t have told Kimo about my upgrade either.
He told Tucker too, let’s not forget about that.
Oh my gosh, we got rats.