“We really are like brothers.

And we’ve been there for each other through each other’s ups and downs.”

Ballas credits his longtime friend andDWTSdancer-turned-judgeDerek Houghwith being someone he could lean on.

Mark Ballas (L) and Derek Hough attend the 12th Annual Los Angeles Ballet Gala at the Beverly Wilshire Four Seasons Hotel on February 24, 2018 in Beverly Hills, California.

Mark Ballas and Derek Hough.Matt Winkelmeyer/Getty

At the time, Derek was one of the only people who knew."

Of his friendship with Hough, Ballas said, “We really are like brothers.

And we’ve been there for each other through each other’s ups and downs.”

BC Jean and Mark Ballas attend Raising Cane’s unveiling of the world’s biggest pumpkin with Todd Graves at Nights of Jack on October 30, 2024 in Calabasas, California.

Mark Ballas and wife BC Jean.Matt Winkelmeyer/Getty

He said the dance was “very much dedicated” to what he was going through at the time.

“It just goes to show, right?

You watch these shows whether it beDancing With Stars,The Bachelor,Is It Cake?

and you just don’t know where people are at,” he observed.

But again, like, it’s not just a week of grief.

Oh, youre on Broadway but we’re all human, and we have human experiences.

Ballas first joined the show as a pro ballroom dancer in season 5. you might hear Ballas reflect onDWTSin the podcast above.