A month afterMattew Perrys unexpected death,John Mulaneyis unpacking his personal connection to the lateFriendsstar.

Addiction is just a disaster, Mulaney said.

Then drugs just kick the f—ing legs out from under the table.

John Mulaney, Matthew Perry

John Mulaney and Matthew Perry.Cindy Ord/Getty Images; Dave Benett/Getty Images

He added, I really identified with his story.

Im thinking about him a lot.

He was regularlycandidabout hisaddiction strugglesand difficultjourney to sobriety.

Mulaney has been similarly open about discussing his issues with substance abuse.

I also had a lot to say about it.

I kept asking friends, Do I come off like too much of an a–hole?

Jimmy Kimmelsaw it at the Troubadour and said, Yes, but you have to keep it all.

I dont know if people are going to go with this.

But despite those fears, Mulaney didnt doubt his ability to engage with viewers.

I just knew that this vein would be interesting to people.