RuPaul’s Drag Raceseason 17 continues Fridays onMTV.

Read on for EW’s full exit interview with Lana.

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ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: The most important question on everyones mind:Isthe bus still running?

Kandy Muse and Lana Ja’Rae on RuPaul’s Drag Race

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LANA JARAE: [Laughs] Oh my God, no.

The bus is never running.

It never started running, and that was the biggest issue.

Lana Ja’Rae on RuPaul’s Drag Race

Lana Ja’Rae on ‘RuPaul’s Drag Race’ season 17.MTV

Ithoughtthe bus was running, but I didnt check the engine before it left the station.

Plasma said onPit Stopthat she was your first drag mother.

What’s the tea?

I moved out of my house to pursue drag because my family didnt accept it at the time.

Through that I met Plasma.

She was my mentor through the pageant and became my drag mother.

We didnt have time for each other that much anymore, but were still friends and I love her.

I carry some of the qualities that she gave me!

Why did those criticisms in particular impact you so much?

My drag is a love letter to myself.

Its an embodiment of the negative things I experienced growing up.

My feminine ideal is my mom, who doesnt have all the curves.

I embrace my body because it wasnt embraced, growing up.

Drag is a way to love my body.

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This episode, you also revealed that you used to be a clown.

How did this happen?

It was my first job in New York.

It came to me when I lived with my brother and his friend.

They had the job and told me how much money they made.

I was a birthday celebration clown.

It was fun and soul-fulfilling.

You reused Kandy Muses pockets dress for the ugly runway.

How did you get it?

Was she offended that you wanted it for this category?

I dont think she was offended.

She was like, Yeah, of course, I think Xunami has it.

I grabbed it and brought it, and the rest is her-story…

I still have it.

I havent looked at it sinceDrag Race.

InUntucked, you were upset when Suzie Toot assumed youd be in the bottom.

You two made up before the lip-sync, but why did that upset you so much?

Do you stand by saying that she needed to be humbled?

I was often discredited by the girls.

It was clear I was going home…. at that point I was just fighting.

Im going to focus on that!

This interview has been edited for length and clarity.