“[I’m] still sick about it, low-key.

I love that man,” Bonds said.

It’s been a rough month for love in the world ofreality TV.

Jackie Bonds and Josh Demas

Jackie Bonds and Josh Demas.Netflix

But, honestly, when isn’t it?

“[I’m] still sick about it, low-key.

I love that man,” Bonds said,via PEOPLE.

“I was like, ‘Damn, I had all these life plans with you, you know?”

It don’t matter."

“I tried to fix it, I tried to mend it.

“It is what it is,” she added.