“I didn’t feel like myself,” the “Us” star said.

“I went to drama school because I didn’t want to just be an instinctive actor.

I wanted to understand my instrument.

Lupita Nyong’o attends the World Premiere of “Renaissance: A Film By Beyoncé©” at Samuel Goldwyn Theater on November 25, 2023 in Beverly Hills, California

Lupita Nyong’o.Amy Sussman/WireImage

And one of the things I wasn’t good at was accents.”

“I didn’t know how to sound any other way than myself,” she said.

“That was the first permission that I gave myself.

Lupita Nyong’o as “Samira” in A Quiet Place: Day One

Lupita Nyong’o in ‘A Quiet Place: Day One.'.Paramount Pictures

But it was full of heartbreak and grief, just grief.”

The pain came from feeling like someone else.

Making those new sounds in a context that wasn’t the classroom felt like betrayal," she said.