With her new Netflix documentary,Martha, she’s beginning to let off a bit of the pressure.

Stewart remembers “[kicking] her out immediately, like ‘What the hell are you doing?'”

after she found out.

Martha Stewart and her husband

Martha Stewart and Andy Stewart in ‘Martha’.Martha Stewart/Courtesy of Netflix

“Andy betrayed me right on our property.

“Again, I feel betrayed and all alone,” one begins.

I am to go to San Francisco to talk about weddings and my wonderful life.

Martha Stewart and her husband on their wedding day

Archival photo of Martha Stewart and Andy Stewart on their wedding day, from ‘Martha’.Martha Stewart/Courtesy of Netflix

I hope youre enjoying your freedom, and I hope my plane crashes.”

We had a little apartment down there.

When I was traveling, Andy started up with her.

Martha Stewart in Martha

Martha Stewart in ‘Martha’.Courtesy of Netflix

It was like I put out a snack for Andy."

Stewart continues, “He was throwing me away.

I was 40 years old; I was gorgeous.

I was a desirous woman, but he was treating me like a castaway.

He treated me really badly, and in turn, I guess I treated him badly.

I always said I was a swan, and like all swans, I was monogamous.

And I thought monogamy was admirable; I did.

But it turns out it didnt save a marriage.”

Get out of that marriage."

“I don’t think he liked visiting someone in jail,” she reflects.

“He was out on his boat floating around the world.

That was distressing to me.”

Eventually he married the Swedish socialite Lisa Persdotter in 2008, and Stewart moved on again.