I was just left with like this gaping hole, she says of the time following the alleged assaults.
Never went to prom, didnt walk across the stage at graduation.
You know, all of these were like domino effects.

Nick Carter of the Backstreet Boys.Michael Kovac/Getty
(Carter has denied all allegations against him.)
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Ashley’s mother, Kim Webber, also appears in the doc and gives further context.
She didnt want to go to college anymore, Webber says.

Nick Carter (fourth from left) with the Backstreet Boys in 1999.Kevin Mazur/WireImage
She just wanted it to all go away.
She needed it to be over.
First day down there, Nick came with a bottle of 151 and started pouring shots.

Nick Carter in 2002.Photo by J. Vespa/WireImage
Ashley goes on to explain her time alone with Carter.
Nick jumped in [the water] immediately after me, she says.
He had pulled me around the back of the boat and started kissing me.
I had no clue what I was doing.
I had never even kissed a guy.
I didnt know how to accept attention like that, much less yknow, by Nick Carter.
Nick and I ultimately ended up inside the boat cabin.
I felt so drunk and out of my mind.
He was really sloppily drunk too.
Then we ended up having sex, she continues.
Ashley later says that Carter asked to talk to her the night before she went back home to Pennsylvania.
I wasnt really sure, like, if he was gonna apologize, she recalls.
He had poured us a drink.
It was like a never ending supply of alcohol.
Then he asked me to perform oral sex on him, which I declined multiple times.
Just, he kept at me and kept at me and kept at me.
I eventually gave in, and we proceeded to have sex again.
He never used protection.
And it was very abrupt.
He basically said, Okay, bye.
Then I left first thing the next morning to come home.
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Ashley’s final encounter with Carter came when she returned to the Florida compound in October 2003.
Whenever older kids and Nick were around, there was just tons of alcohol, she recalls.
We went out on the boats, you know, everyone was partying.
And Nick just picked me up and threw me in the boat cabin and shut the door.
I was so drunk that I had like no control over my body.
He just didnt, didnt seem to care.
And we ended up having sex.
I was adamantly, vocally against [it], she continues.
I was too drunk to notice.
Ashley says that she left the following day, and told her mother what happened.
She was 15 years old, and I knew he was a lot older than her.
I had to at least have it on record, Webber says.
Her daughter ultimately filed a police report in December 2003.
It felt very awkward, Ashley explains.
I wanted to hit the bullet points and be done with it.
I was 15 and I was embarrassed.
I didnt understand the gravity and the magnitude, Ashley says in the doc.
After filming her interview forFallen Idols, Ashleyfiled a lawsuit against Carterin August 2023.
Carter denied the allegations at the time.
Nick is looking forward to the evidence being presented and the truth about these malicious schemes coming to light.
Ashley’s lawsuit follows two other sexual assault cases against Carter.
Ruths suit also included three other anonymous accusers who say Carter sexually assaulted them between 2003 and 2006.
Her suit also alleged that Carter infected her with HPV.
Carter denied all allegations at the time andfiled countersuitsagainst Ruth and Schuman.
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