“I honestly thought I’d never show it to anyone.”
I honestly thought I’d never show it to anyone."
I’m not," she said.

Shannon Storms Beador on ‘The Real Housewives of Orange County’.Bravo
And showing it was the only way anyone would understand that."
I could have killed someone, she said.
And part of my therapy has been trying to move past that guilt and shame.

Shannon Storms Beador on ‘The Real Housewives of Orange County’.Bravo
You say to yourself, I could have killed someone… but I didnt.
But I didn’t hurt someone, and I’m grateful for that."
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