The reality TV personality said he thinks about his late son every day.
“I mean, I think I did everything right, but you just sit in your head.
‘What if I did this?
Rick Harrison (right) and his son Adam.Credit:Rick Harrison/instagram
What if I did this?'”
Like, you have a hundred things go through your mind.
I mean, there is nothing worse than losing a kid."
Rick Harrison on ‘Pawn Stars’.History
(Rick also hasanother son and three daughters.)
It’s like, ‘Could I have done this?
Could I have done this?
Could I have done this?
Could I have done this?’
It goes through your brain constantly."
“In his 20s, you know, he had the drug problems, and it just… “And every time, he’d be doing great, and then it would just fall back.
I mean, you’ve heard the same story from a million people.
It got really, really bad and, apparently, it wasn’t heroin he got.
He ended up getting some fentanyl, killed him.”
Harrison went as far as having his son arrested after he committed a break-in.
“But he went straight back on it.”
The reality TV star struggled for words when asked his message for parents whose children are struggling with addiction.
“I don’t know.
It’s hard,” Harrison said.
“There’s no f—ing instruction book for kids.
And they’re all different models.”
He perseveres through his grief by keeping his focus elsewhere.
“My new grandbaby.
So yeah, keep on moving on.”
