Tim Spicer says “Survivor” is helping to change him as a father.
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I just miss them, Tim says to his tribe about his wife and two sons.
I don’t know if I need to travel for work anymore.

Tim Spicer on ‘Survivor 46’.CBS
I need something else, man.
What if I’m not able to provide like I am?
It shouldn’t be on anybody else but you.
It’s been eye opening.
In a confessional interview, Tim then goes deeper into his big dilemma.
I want to be able to give them more of all that I have.
Tim is feeling the distance from his family, but also making a commitment for when he returns.
It’s one thing to be away from home, but I’ve had no contact.
What is my family doing?
What is my wife up to?
I miss them more than I portray.
I clearly don’t need my phone.
I clearly don’t need food.
I just need them, really.