Shay also wishes Leviss (a.k.a.

Raquel) would have returned for season 11.

Seeing Scheana Shay onVanderpump Rulesseason 11 may be Rachel (a.k.a.

Rachel Leviss and Scheana Shay on ‘Vanderpump Rules’

Rachel Leviss and Scheana Shay on ‘Vanderpump Rules’.Casey Durkin/Bravo via Getty Images

Im working through that and I think with time and more therapy and just more I dont know."

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Leviss and Shay were close friendsuntil “Scandoval” broke.

Days later, Leviss hit Shay with a restraining order.

“I felt like we definitely needed to have a conversation,” Shay says.

I had a temporary restraining order on me, and that also wouldn’t have been the place.

I would’ve liked to have had a private conversation with her."

That’s why Shay’s glad she wasn’t able to confront Leviss at the reunion.

I think I was really heated in that moment.

“And then she chose not to come back.

“So that was not something that I was really willing to forgive at the moment.

I felt like it was a very big betrayal on both of their parts.

This was one of her best friends.

Shay continues: “So I miss who [Leviss and Sandoval] used to be to me.

We used to have a great friendship.

But sure, it’s easy to miss who people used to be.”

Vanderpump Rulesairs Tuesdays at 8 p.m. ET/PT on Bravo.